Chapter 360: Chapter 359: Tampering with Memories (5)
Dong Xin Yan never expected that she had actually experienced amnesia, a scenario that only happens in TV dramas, happened to her.
Dong Xin Yan tugged at the corners of her lips, wanting to smile, but couldn’t.
So... everything she dreamed of, is it really... reality?
During the two months of her memory loss, did she take care of a blind teenager? And could that teenager be Gu Ningyi? So, is it because Gu Ningyi noticed something, that’s why he keeps asking her about the past?
But why?
At that time, she disliked and hated Gu Ningyi the most, wishing she could peel off his skin and tear him apart. Even knowing he was blind, she didn’t feel sorry for him, instead, she thought he deserved it. How could she possibly take care of him?
Moreover...
In the dream, the girl seemed to have... a vague affection for the teenager...
Although she didn’t dream all the details clearly, there was still a slight feeling. Could she have feelings for Gu Ningyi? Just the thought seemed incredible to Dong Xin Yan.
These are things that couldn’t possibly happen.
Doubts rapidly grew in her heart, Dong Xin Yan furrowed her brows, trying to make sense of these things, but the moment she started thinking, a dull ache hit her mind, her face paled slightly.
Cheng Ziyang noticed, quickly reached out, and held her hand. Feeling the warmth of his palm, Dong Xin Yan shivered slightly, slowly looked at him, and saw the worry in his eyes.
After a moment, she steadied her mind, her gaze returned to the doctor, and her voice was somewhat low, "Doctor, will I regain my memory?"
"It’s hard to say, it’s possible you might regain some gradually, or you might never recover it."
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Walking out of the doctor’s office, Dong Xin Yan appeared dazed, her whole being in a trance. As she walked, a nurse pushing a wheelchair suddenly came by, Dong Xin Yan didn’t notice, nearly colliding with it.
"Xinxin, watch out!" Cheng Ziyang was startled, quickly pulled Dong Xin Yan, stopping her steps.
Dong Xin Yan snapped back to reality in a daze.
Cheng Ziyang’s brows furrowed slightly, he sighed softly, led Dong Xin Yan to a nearby chair, and gently said, "Xinxin, are you okay?"
Dong Xin Yan lowered her gaze, her hands slowly clasping each other, unsure how to answer him.
She couldn’t say if she was okay or not. Just felt everything happened too suddenly and too dramatically, she... couldn’t quite accept it, felt a little at a loss.
Dong Xin Yan didn’t answer, Cheng Ziyang didn’t press her, quietly sat with her for a while. Sensing her emotional recovery, he spoke again.
"Xinxin, do you... want to remember the memory you’ve lost?"
His seemingly calm words carried a hint of depth, and also a subtle tremor.
Dong Xin Yan, unsettled, didn’t notice his tone, but his question startled her.
Does she want to remember the past?
No one would be willing to have a gap in their memories, as if a piece of their life is missing. At this moment, her heart was filled with many doubts and mysteries, making her eager to peel back the fog and find out.
But... there was an inexplicable fear and resistance in her heart, as if... it wasn’t a good memory.
Cheng Ziyang’s voice continued in her ear, "If you want, then let’s go find your memory."